kadang, mendefinisikan sesuatu itu susah...dan tentu ada alasannya. the same case falls on me, gue gak bisa mendefinisikan 'how i feel when you ask that thing', maksudnya begini, ada sebuah pertanyaan yang gue gak bisa jawab, whether it's obvious, i don't have any clue of it. gue gak tau harus jawab apa, karena, kalau gue jawab dengan hal yang paling klise seperti "you are beautiful", atau "you're smarter", atau yang lebih corny "you're hot!", that doesn't show what do i really feels...dan untuk mendefinisikan itu, i need some 'answer searching'.
lucunya, jawaban itu datang dari 'observatorial experience', dari pengamatan hal-hal kecil sampai major points, well i got some answer finally...
Well, i realize that in some point, cinta itu bukan sesuatu yang bisa kita define, bukan matematika, but the matter fact, someone just need some answer...for the sake of rationality, okay...here i go with my 'definition', apa yang gue rasain sebenarnya sederhana, ketika kita (gue dan you-know-who, and it's not voldemort) sms-an, twitteran, ngobrol ini-itu...gue merasa itu sangat berharga, seperti gollum dan cincinnya bilang "My Precious!" (but in a lower tone than gollum). in fact, gue merasa sangat sangat nyaman, just like hearing a sound, seperti tutup ulir dan botolnya...'Klik...' senyaman ketika lo duduk di teras, nyium bau tanah setelah hujan seharian ditemenin jazzy tunes, hot tea, dan a nice book, comfortable, nyaman, just as simple as that, no other reasons...
"I am no one special. Just a common man with common thoughts. And I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect, I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived. I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and for me, that has always been enough." - The Notebook
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