for you...

jam 23:45

di sekitar sekarang udah gelap, jalanan di depan udah sepi...pom bensin di seberang jalan tutup...

bogor sepi banged ya?

let me describe things...di depan gue, background di belakang pom bensin seberang jalan ada bayangan gunung with all those house light at night...and the best part is what playing on my playlist now...lagu-lagu voiceless & soulastic (a good young band from jakarta), michael buble, mike mohede, soulvibe, and Nelly (okay don't mention the last, cuma buat hype aja)...mixed mood uh?

yap like what i'm feeling now..mixed, total mixed..

di satu sisi seneng besok gajian + mau ada syukuran bareng klub basket gara2 juara

in the other hand...i don't know what i feel....

i feel desperate and pesimistic...

because of you...you that make me feel like i'm so lonely right now, that make me feel i'm too weak too reach you...yang bikin gue lupa makan cuma karena penasaran....what your tweets mean? (FYI, tweets mean twitter's status update)...for whom those "ilysm" tweet states?, who's that guy on the "status" yang kamu bilang "cuma iseng2 aja kok yan"

gue tau ini bodoh...gue juga mikir ini bodoh banged....but in fact, lo juga harus ngakuin...setiap kalo lo jatuh cinta pasti lo juga melakukan hal-hal bodoh kan? like stalking on facebook, or sms gak penting kayak "lagi apa?"..i did that...tapi gak sefrontal jaman smp-sma dulu hehehehe

you are the one who afraid to fall in love karena alasan "jatuh cinta bisa bikin orang lebay" and thats true...gue ngerasa lebay banged sekarang

you that make me do all this stupidity...you who i wish to be the reason i live, kamu yang menjadi "center of my world", you that i wish could fill my future...

and before i got more stupid...more mad..more desperate...

i just wanna say...

"i love you"

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